I tried to blog before but wasn't very good at it. I thought I always had to be happy and positive. Also most of my blogger friends are cross stitchers and compared to them I never get anything done. I really think there are a couple of them that I could give a Heaven and Earth design and check with them tomorrow and they would be finished. They are that fast.
However I've been going through a lot and after emailing with a blogger friend, I think I will try this again. She has encouraged me to be myself and be honest that I'll still have friends.
The truth is I'm not in a very good relationship. It's hard for me to say it's abusive because he doesn't hit me but I'm learning there are other types of abuses. He's not faithful to me either. Honestly I'm not that happy or positive right now. I haven't been for awhile. To be painfully honest, I was trying to plan a way to end my life.
I haven't been cross stitching for awhile either. I just wasn't interested. And because I'm so stressed, I am having a lot of migraines and you just can't cross stitch with a migraine.
So that's the why. I'm trying to give blogging a second chance, my life a second chance and my stitching a second chance.
